This may be a dry season for you, I have had plenty of them so I know. I also know however what its like to get unexpected blessings. My dad came out of nowhere at a time when I gave up looking. It was a shock for me and I'm still shocked to this day. Never did I imagine have a seafood feast with my Father after work. It may sound weird but that's the nature of adoption. You dream about these things but your never really sure if they will come to pass. I know how you feel and I'm 100% with you. I encourage you to hang in there though because something BIG and unexpected is on the way.
This week I challenge you to challenge God. YES I said it challenge God. Ask him to blow your mind. Ask him to lead to to some unexpected things. Hes such a powerful God that created the moon, sky, land, and seas. He also was the only one that came to Earth as the human form of himself (Jesus), died, and rose to life again! If he can do that, imagine what he can do for you. Keep your eyes open, because the unexpected is right around the corner!.
I love you and I pray you have a blessed week. Grab a copy of my book and contact me with any questions, comments, concerns, prayer request. I love you! God blessed.